I came home without attending the awards ceremony.
You want people to express how they feel about you in a clear manner, so you demand they give you public acknowledgement. You want clear, concise public recognition for all of your amazing talents, skills, and for reaching level 50 of WaniKani. Maybe they'll throw you a parade!
This is a jukugo word that uses the on'yomi readings of the kanji. You should be able to read this on your own.