Something with an ugly appearance is a shameful sight, or disgraceful behavior. You feel bad just looking at it. It probably feels bad too.
This is a jukugo word that uses the on'yomi readings of the kanji. You should be able to read this on your own.
How can you go to work without a care in the world after such disgraceful behavior?
They were exposed to an unimaginably shameful sight.
A girl I like saw my disgraceful behavior and I can feel nothing but sadness.