In those days I had to wander from place to place in order to escape.
Release your worldly ties and wander the word. You'll get used to wandering and you'll spend the rest of your days roaming the world until you die. It's quite the life! But you can only do it if you let go of everything else.
This is a jukugo word that uses the on'yomi readings of the kanji. You should be able to read this on your own.