I think it all depends on how you feel about it.
A guy I met today told me I'm kinda bony, what's up with that?!
He is a pleasant, honest kid.
Your heart holds a lot of feelings. They can be overwhelming and sometimes it feels like there are none in there at all, but that doesn't mean they aren't there in your heart.
The readings for this word are both kun'yomi readings. You learned them when you learned the kanji, so you should be able to read this on your own.