Perversion
noun, verbal noun, の adjective
When your confused urges overthrow normal thoughts and feelings it's a perversion. Some are harmless, but some are not.
This is a jukugo word that uses the on'yomi readings of the kanji. You should be able to read this on your own.
倒錯思考はまず現実否定から始まる。
Perverse thoughts first negate reality.