You see a soul on a cross covered in flowers with shellfish at its feet and you suddenly resent them. It's not like you want to be the one up there on the cross, but so many people left flowers and shellfish for them. It should have been you...
You realize you resent them because it looks like they're having fun (ふん). You aren't having fun, and you wanna be! How dare they have fun when you aren't!